What I Consider Charming and so....

2009-05-03T14:48:00.006+08:00

Hello! ^^ I don't know when I will update this blog again as my exam starts tomorrow and ends at 13th May. Maybe I will update after the 13th ((:

How are you all doing? I MISS MY BABY SO MUCHH!!! )): Really do!! Can't wait for 13th May )): I want to have fun with my babyy again )):

Oh! On last Friday, we watched Friday the 13th. Lol, we got free popcorns and drink! The movie is okay but too much nudity la =_= and and! For the first time Dear didn't have the courage to watch a movie! Hahahah! I've never seen him keep on covering his face while watching. Well there is always a face ne XDDDDDDDDDD

Okay la..I better end this now because later at 3 pm, I want to revise for my paper tomorrow and for Tuesday )): Wish me luck everyone! Do pray for me yaw! ((:

Till here then~~

P.S : Will always miss my babyy ((:

2009-04-11T23:52:00.008+08:00

Hello! I know I haven't blogged in such a long time. Even my blog is dead now. Well, mainly it is because I don't have time to blog and also because I don't have the mood to blog. Lol, typical me. But what I mean by not having enough time is true. It seems like there is always work for me and my classmates everyday. If not, I'm busy revising as I'm taking A Levels this year.

Well, actually I'm a very lazy person. I don't like studying. I prefer to study last minute xDD but as you all can see, if I don't revise or start studying now, Dear will be very angry with me. He even said that he won't call me if I don't want to study. Huhu. Last time, he threatened me by not calling or messaging him for 1 whole day )): Boohoo~~ But he has his reasons for doing that. He said that he doesn't want me to be sad with the results that I'd get in the future because he knows that I want to continue my studies in NUS.

How sweet can my dear be? ((: I'm blessed to have him by my side ((: He's always there for me when I need him. *Sayang sayang Baby Asri* Hehe! Oh! And I went to his house yesterday! I was very shy la! >_<" His aunts and cousins were all there. I didn't even know what to say to them. But they're all very kind people. Thanks Dear for giving me the chance to know them. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Lastly, I would like to thank Fu and Hanyo for reading our blog. Thanks for your wishes ((: I hope I'll stay together with Dear for the rest of my life ((: *lovelove*

Till here then~~

P.S : I will update again when I'm free and have the mood to blog ((;

2009-03-13T23:28:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone! Just wanna say that this blog will be open again like usual! It's because, I'm together with my darling again! I hope we won't break up again this time because I truly love him with all my Heart.

We had a tiff just now, but we are okay now. I hope it won't happen again. I love you so much dear. I don't know what I'll do without you. You are my sweetHeart and my pillar of support and strength. By losing you means losing the half part of me. Hope you'll know how I feel towards you. I'm serious dear.

I'm sorry for treating you rudely when we fought and for the mistakes that I did. I love you so much. I need you by my side. You are totally perfect for me, my dear. I don't ask for more. I Miss You So Much and I Love You So Much. Take care my dear. Hope you'll be home safely. Muah muah! *lovelove* I will update again okay. I'll try my best to update everyday. I LOVE YOU DEARIE MUHAMMAD ASRI!!

Till here then~~

The Last Ever Post :(

2008-10-31T23:01:00.022+08:00

Kenal-kenal

The year 2006..

I remembered the first girl that i knew from the net was Zuliana.She is a nice girl.Ambition to be Arab Translator.Until now, we're still in contact but seldom.I used to like Her.Me and Fadhly were in a big challenge as to who she will msg first.But when she msg Fadhly,I kinda jealous.hahaha.Ok lar..a big Man U fan.That was how we gotta new each other.Da lama tk main alamak.com ehk? haha.We msg for like months or something..very jambu,tk sombong,always pm me first when she saw me online.When i saw her online,will just be cool and let her pm me.heh heh heh.heehaa.

2nd Siti Fatimah aka Eyma. Not bad.Bole tahan lawa cos she knew how to dress up.I saw her once during august of 2007.But she did not noticed.Msg her for 2 wks straight.Once she asked me to called her, but hey!the only excuse i gave her was "Malu ar nk bebual''.biasa lar, tk pena bebual dgn pompan.

3rd Sharrifah Alawiyah. Bodoh nye bdk letak number kt friendster.aku ape lg, amik nombor tros msg2 die.haha.perangai bole tahan hehehehe.Not much to say.At first mcm suke plak kt die tp lama2 tkde feeling.

4th Fatin Afiqah. Got to know her by a good friend of mine.But she's the best ever msn chatmate i ever had.We quarrel,debate etc.and she knew my mouth like 'mak yg suke meleteh'.always there for me when i need her.and syukurlar pd tuhan yg die da ade mataer.maybe they are getting engaged in 1 or 2 yrs time.The guy with confident said that " i confident bole jaga u dgn baik'.kekek ke per.haha.overall i met her for 3 times.If im not wrong.Lawa,tinggi,badan baik.hahaha.suara punye pelan,can take my jokes.hmm..aah.

5th Sakinah. Talk about her later in the next story.

6th Fasehah. My friend ex gf.very nice girl.always there for me when i need her.

7th Mastura. my longtime friend.hahaha.my ex lover.Lawa jambu.bole2 ar.The first girl that i talked to.We had a very long history together.And thank you for teaching me how to fall in love with someone.i remembered when the first time we had phone convo, i was shivering,i dont know wat to talk.No topic to open.Heehee.But i forgive her.My heart for her is totally permanently shut down.No way im goin to fall in love again with her.Thanks for everyting!But 1 ting about,she can sense someting about me when im not ok.meaning that when im in no good condition she will just sent me a “forward msg’ and told me that she dreamt about me.Guess me and her really close in the heart.All the best to her.

2007

8th Nazihah. Knew her from friendster.and some sort she likes me.hehe.bgs lar..ade jgk rupe aku ni.heehaa.talk to her over the phone once.Voice so cute!better than Mastura.First time bebual da manje2 dgn aku.aku layankn je ar.then she confessed to me that she started to fall in love with me.the next time she called me, aku buat buat bodoh.hehe.But i reject babe,cos that time i still have feeling for Mastura.she cried so bad when i said i cant love youEventhough she has everiting except for the face but to me who cares.hehe.

9th Dzulaiha aka eqa. a bole tahan 'warak' girl.tk lupe solat.contoh terbaik bagi pompan2 di luar sana.I get the feeling that she likes me but i just buat dek.Cannot babe, eventhough die baik, she even told her parents about me and also asked me to meet her downstairs to give me nasi minyak but still i dont have feelings for her.

10th. Shazana. We like each other but no fate.Her heart was so 'TAWAR' when i told her that i cant love her.Knew her from sazali when we were doin acting.very cute girl.loves to laugh and smile.Recently called me asking when to go ‘jalan raya’.But I rejected bcos I wasn’t in the mood.

11st & 12nd. Noor kamaliah & Aza Syazwani- Mel.. thanks for being there for me.

13th. Mardiyah. I used to like her. and when she said that she wanna treat me to Swensen, i had the the feeling that she likes me. In the future if i have the chance to go out with her, I WILL with no second thoughts. This is my chance to date new people.

My Life Story

The year was 2003.The year that I changed for the better.Goin to mosque for the first time was the most sweetest moment in my life.i remembered during sec 3,that was what we called ourselves ‘upper secondary’ already started wearing long pants.It was tis time my friends asking we friends to mosque to perform our ‘zohor’ prayers.Before that, I didn’t even kow single thing about islam.I don’t know how to ‘niat’ in arab when performing prayers.The most happening part that I get to shake the hand of the imam..As if he was a big superstars among the big artists out there.So the month of hari raya Korban were comin up,that was the time for me to go independently alone.I promised myself to perform maghrib and isyak prayers at the mosque for 1 year straight.And it was not 1 year but 2 years straight.I did bcos of you oh Allah.You gave me ‘Hidayah’.Thank you oh Allah! I began to read books of imam Muslim,imam Bukhari and also tafsir al quran.The knowledge in myself began to grow and grow.And when friends or family asked a questions which they don’t know,I’ll be there to answer.Thank You Oh allah!

The Year 2005

Difficult time for me.I was hoping that I got ITE Macpherson.But the result showed that I got ITE Simei instead.So sad at that moment.And there was ‘hikmah’ that I realized.Meet a lot of wonderful friends.from then onwards,I know that I can get into poly if I study.Friends were great,love to talk about religion and we shared a lot of stuffs together.The sad thing about that year was I have no money to take a bus to school.I have to walk for about 40-60mins from home to school.I was so ‘piesey’ that I scared one of friends would see me walking.And sometimes after school,we friends would go home together,but when we reached the bus stop,I told them I would take the bus stop behind the factory,but no,I lied to them.I am so ashamed of myself if I were to tell them that I was walking home.Its quite far.Sometimes I would cried walking alone.What if I got ITE Macpherson? meaning that i have to walk all over to bedok,chai chee,kembangan,eunos,geylang, haig road and paya lebar???Why is my life miserable unlike my friends? Always talk to myself and I know god will listen to what I said.Just be patience and everyting will be alright.

2 mosques that are important to me.These mosques really played a big part in my life. Al ansar & Darul Ghufran. From 2003-2005, Al Ansar mosque was the place that I would sit down and listen to ‘Ustazs’ lectures.From 2005-current, Darul Ghufran Mosque,the place full of memories.Goes on until now.....

The year 2006

Nothing to say.Will not talk about my past Relationship.Thank You MASTURA!

Relationships Break up

I still don’t know what happened on Sunday.If your bro interefered, then im not with happy with that. you cant just rely on your bro.you should think of yourself. This is our problem.. Face it together.dont be afraid.remember this sakinah, 1 day maybe you will have another guy on your life. it will be totally different from our relationship.Maybe you will someday taste the true medicine of relationship. bear In mid sakinah, I NEVER LEFT YOU STANDED ALONE WHEN IM QUARRELING WITH YOU. I WILL ALWAYS SENT YOU HOME DIRECTLY AT 6^TH FLOOR. I WILL NEVER LET U GO THERE ON YOUR OWN COS ITS MY DUTY AS A BOYFRIEND TO LET YOU GO HOME PEACEFULLY.when we were having problems, I will settle it on the spot.and we will smile and laugh I the e.this is maturity.remembered sakinah ,70% of our relationship was full of laughter and fun.and 30% was our bad times together.im so disappointed of ur decisions.You know how sad I was when you called your bro to come down? As if Im a rapist or murderer trying to find you.But its ok.Learn the true way of ‘Fate’.1 day you will understand what is the true way of Fate.

Your fate is like the way of Mutazilah.Haiz.Just learn more about Qadar.Remembered sakinah, if 1 day you have another guy,pls try to be patience with him.When he’s running away from you, try ur best to chase him and make him cool down.Dont ever run away from problems.Its pointless.Settle on the spot.He will be totally diferrent from me. if he were to meet his girlfriends,trust him and let it be.Bile die bebual dgn perempuan lain,bersabar je k.Ingt inah, your fate is absolutely rubbish.Think for yourself sakinah. Ingt inah, when couple broke up, they are trying their best patch asap.but you’re diferrent, you will just keep it shut and just wait for money to pour down from the sky.

Inah tau ape rasa nye bile inah tk g concert dgn ayie? Rasa sakit hati sgt. ayie beli ticket tu kerana nk tgk inah gembira sgt. tp inah ikot hawa nafsu tros tknk pegi dgn ayie. inah tau ayie ni bkn kaya nk g tmpt2 mcm gini. Ayie buat ni seme kerana ayie masih syg inah. Bile ayie dpt tau inah pegi dgn abg inah, sakit hati sgt smpai tk bole tdo. tp da mmg takdir tk dpt jumpe inah kt concert tu. bkn murah beli ticket tu.we planned tis for 2 wks.haiz! sakit hati sgt bile jd mcm gini. tp ayie cume saba je. ayie redha ni seme. Ingt inah, bile tgh lmbt, tlg la jgn kelam kabut. inah da tau inah da lmbt, nk kelam kabut buat ape.better be safe than sorry. Pls be calm and relax.you knew how hard I was trying not to see you again? Its really hard.the only way to forced myself not to see you is to just remind myself about what u did to me.the one that you ditched me and left me alone.Inah sendiri selepas kteora broke up, ayie asyik2 nk jumpe inah je.bk seang nk lupekn inah.tk jumpe brape hari,tros hati da tk sedap lg.And now i can see you suffering and regret of what you did. and my mom always asked about you. but what can i say? i will just keep my mouth shut. i should have never brought you home to see my parents.haiz.Thank You! im sori sakinah for doin all these.I regret,trully regret.and since you wanna avoid me,im helping you. Ingt inah, i NEVER lied to you in everyways.I always being truthful to you and only you. When im quarrel With you, i NEVER SAID that i wanna be with someone else.NEVER! I NEVER called any girls except YOU.I NEVER PRAISED ANY OTHER GIRLS EXCEPT YOU bcos you're everything to me.I only love wasting my msgs and calls on you and only you.For now, do what you want. I WILL NEVER CALL OR MSG YOU AGAIN.Btween YOU & ME ITS OVER! YOU chose this path.I tried everything my love.Im always there for you when you need me. Date new people,Find new people and you will know someday that the person who loves you the most besides ALLAH is ME.

question: when a *couple* fuck and later broke up, will they imagine of being together again in the future and get married??

Answer: NO!!

*Ah beng,Ah Liang. Mat.Minah*

Lift A.always press for 6th floor.

Lift B.My favourite lift.Always press 11th floor.When we reached the floor,we would walked all the way to the nxt few staircase and step dow to 9th floor.

This is 9th floor.We would sit down and chit chat.Mostly the 9th floor neighbours knew about us.But we 'muke sardine'

This is Haig Road block 21.sometimes around 2.15-2.25pm, i will just sit or stand lookig at her comi back from school.Great Memories! :)

She will always by this pave way.But the most memorable event was i gave her a SUPRISED! when i shocked her from behind and she will smiled all the way to the lift.Love u syg!

This is where i stand looked at her from far.If u zoom i the pic,you ca see the far end bus stop,that is where she will sit or stand with her friend waiting for bus.

These 2 benches also a memory.I remembered at night when we were sitting down and ate some crackers.Hehe.I asked her 'nk duduk sebelah awak bole?' She replied ' buat ape?' hahaha.

The far end bus stop.

Just sit there around 2+pm waiting for her to appeared at the block. :)

This is where i parked my bike.Block 4.

Condominium.Block 21.Block 22.Block 23.

Look on the right side.Its on the 5th floor.its her room.She would waved at me after i left the place.Very sweet of her :) Muack!

To my Dear Sakinah.

Syg..abg rindu sgt kt yg tau!rindu sgt! nnti mlm2 bile tdo,abg tersadar mlm then peluk bantal kuat2.Rindu sgt tau kt yg! syg..last wk kn, abg tersadar kul 1.46am,abg tros peluk bantal.abg nangis2 bile ingt yg. rindu sgt kt yg!nnti abg bebual dg bantal ‘purple’ yg bernama ‘Inah’.nti abg ckp dgn bantal tu.. Syg..abg rindu yg!knape yg tingallkn abg?da tk syg abg lg ehk?nk dgn yg!rindu yg!Nk cium yg!meh sini tdo sebelah abg,nnti mlm kalau terbgn kejot abg tau, jgn takot k,abg sebelah yg tau.pape kejot abg k.sygg nyee kt yg!

Abeh kelmarin kn..abg nangis trok tau.kul 4.36am gitu abg terbgn.rindu sgt kt yg!. Syg..nak dg yg lg!nk jumpe yg!rindu tgk muke yg!nk cium2 dgn yg! NK keluar jln2 dgn yg!best kn kteoran keluar sama2?mesti ketawa2 kn? best nye keluar dgn yg!rinduu nye tgk muke yg!nk peluk yg dr belakang then bole cium pipi yg!nnti bole kacau jerawat yg!syg syg..buat manja2 smile bole? Buat manja2 hidung bole? Hehehe.syygg nyee kt yg!rindu sgt tau kt yg!ingt tau yg..syg special sgt untuk abg.abg tk bohong tau.abg syg kt yg seme ikhlas,tk pena main blakang yg.ingt tk bile the so called “last time goin out together’? yg g umah abg,then abg broke down into tears bile tgk muke yg.mmg tk bole tgk muke yg,tgk muke je tros abg nangis. abg. sedih sgt dgn keputusan yg.tp abg cuba redha.dan yg pon nangis jgk.sygg tau kt yg!muack! syg..abg sygg yg!!

This is the best thing, the best thing that could be happening and I think you would agree the best thing is that its happening to you and me. (The best Thing By Relient K)

I'll write you a letter that you'll keep reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep you say aloud that you would have been my wife. (Faking My Own Suicide By Relient K)

Because you know you will never leave my sight,until the day that I die for the first time and we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh and we will cry so overjoyed with our love that is so alive Our love is so alive. (Faking My Own Suicide By Relient K)

And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life and everyone watching us. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

If anyone could make me a better person, you could all I gotta say is I must have done something good You came along one day and you rearranged my life all I gotta say is I must have done something right I must have done something right. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

Maybe I'm just lucky Cause it's hard to believe Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say you're ok with the way this is going to be cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen. ( Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

Cause I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you. (Up And Up By Relient K)

You and me together through the days and nights i don't worry cause everything's gonna be alright( No One By Alicia Keys)

I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all. (Your Guardian Angel By RJA)

Cos you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay. ( Your Guardian Angel By RJA)

She's been running through my dreams And it's driving me crazy, it seems. I'm going to ask her to marry me. ( Remembering Sunday By All Time Low)

Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes. (Always You By Amber Pacific)

I'll hold a place for you inside Inside my heart for you and I.I won't forget these tears I cry. ( Always You By Amber Pacific)

I never dreamt it'd be this way I've lost any chance for me to say to say that I miss you, say that I love you. (Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight. ( Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

But your love will take me, you were the one......Who sat through nights you held me tight and made sure I'm okay and I thank you for the love you gave to me. ( Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

Outside Lecture room.Having Fun for awhile.:)

Huda shiok sendiri :)

The Gays picture :)

Happy Birthday Siao Fu!

The Babes With Siao Fu

The Guys With Siao Fu

Guess its over now.Thanks everyone for reading my blog.eventhough most of u didn’t tag.So since im single, every saturday I will just sit and spend my time at boat quay.It will be like before when im single.Its the place best relax and get away from problems.I will leave this blog in it original skin and song.Thank you everyone! Thanks everyone for giving me your support! :)

Ps: at this state, you’re not goin to Uni.No way!You’re just lazy.Proof to everyone that you have the ability Not to study last minute.

ps: Remembers My Dear, Im helping you at the moment to avoid me at all cause.Forgive Me :) cos i know that i wont be with you again.

ps: My mom always asked about You :)

Ps: I still do LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH! J I miss your taste.I miss Your smell! Goodbye My Lovely Baby Inah! Goodbye Everyone :)!!!

ps: Can't go back on all those promises i shredded.

2nd last Blog

2008-10-29T00:57:00.003+08:00

This will be my 2nd last post.Maybe tomorrow or the day after,it will be the last blog ever.Firstly i need to get pictures at Haig road block 21,22 and 23 and.And! not forgetting block 5! Maybe around noon or nite. It will be the finale of my blog.It will be a very long long post.The year which make an impact in my life 2006-2008.Full of memories....And it will come to an end.

Acoustic Guitar

2008-10-27T02:01:00.003+08:00

Presenting the new~~ acoustic guitar~.Big Deal! The colour of it some sort of dark blue but looks like purple to me.And guess what is the colour of the strings....Orange! %^&%#. What a coincidence. Purple and blue are Her favourite colours while Orange is mine. Well *&%#$#@ who cares.

My New Acoustic Guitar!

6 Strings.

ps: Hope everything goes well.The money $293 just for your sake :)

Avenged Sevefold A7x! 24/10/2008

2008-10-25T01:20:00.001+08:00

Hello!!

Wow!!!! The concert was damn fun!! I get to mosh la dude! I push 1 guy then tis mat saleh out of nowhere said to me "hey, nice mosh" hahaha.But A7X 'janji melayu" ar.Supposed to start at 8pm.But then start at 9pm.Wah!.Big bands always like that.They only played for 1 hr 11 mins.But still worth it, since they are a huge band!But before we entered the Hall,The crowds were like crazy bunch of people!They chant 'FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU!'.Funny to the max.And somemore 'WE WANT AIR!WE WANT AIR!WE WANT AIR!'.Cos they were waiting to go inside.Its like the opening of the door start at 8.20pm.Hey! I get to see their REAL FACES!!.And the most 'sedih' part was they didnt play 'DEAR GOD'.Damn sad but then the crowds always chant 'CHAPTER 4! CHAPTER 4! CHAPTER 4!'.Really fun to mosh.When they played 'Beast and the harlot', the crowds goes crazy,we mosh like hell!'Hahaha.Really Fun!

These are the songs-

1st- Dont know the title

2nd- Afterlife

3rd- Beast and The Harlot

4th- Scream

5th- Seize the Day

6th- Dont know the title

7th- Bat Country

8th- Guslinger

9th- Almost Easy

10th- Dont know the title

Taking Pictures!

M Shadows singing!

Synister playing solo for the crowds~

Mr Gates~

Mr Gates

The Crowds!

Ended!

2008-10-24T17:19:00.003+08:00

I will post all the pictures at the concert arnd 12am.Hahaha.Definitely will a Supeerrrrrr Funnnn!I tink im goin to mosh~ Nyahaha.

ps:Dear Asri..Pls do not forget to perform your Maghrib Prayer.Hehehe

Feel your Feelings

2008-10-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

Take the time to explore what you are going to MISS and what aren’t you going to MISS. What are you ANGRY about? What are you SAD about? What do you FEAR this break up means? What was your PART in the break up? What are you always going to love or appreciate about your ‘Ex’.

Sweeet Week :)

2008-10-23T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. this week was full of damn laughter.Really funny!I never had so much laughter since ite.Haha!But 1 thing for sure, i tink Me and Huda can now comunicate really well.I shared with her my situation .And since she's older than me, what a matured answer she gave me.Thanks Babe! :) And since then,Me,Khy and Huda will always be the 3 malays sticking together. Lets do the malay cheer....Maaaallllaaaayyyy~.Hahaha.

Wednesday- Went to Peninsula plaza and bought a New GUITAR! Cost of it $70+ $14 guitar bag.Ok lar..Bole tahan mahal jgk.

Thurday- In the evening, Huda, khy n and me while eating roti john at school, we talked alot of things.This is 1 of the conversation we had.

Asri: eh kalau da kawin,aku tros stun siak.tp siak nye, tk dpt tu bende for 2 months siak kalau da lahirkn anak.

Khy: huh? ape yg 2 months?

Huda: ohh..tu ehk..darah..

Asri: aah la..stress siak aku..kau imagine for 2 months tk dpt main!fikiran siak aku.aku ingt dulu, aku bebual dgn sakinah, aku tanye die ar psl ni.tros aku fikiran siak.

Khy: eh? serious tk bole main? alaar ape susa, computer ade,tangan pon ade.ape lg..just do ar. *masturbate*

Asri:mcm siak!

Khy: give ur wife a break ar.

Asri: siak ar.kau imagine 2 moths siak!.aku tk bole handle siak mcm gini.mati aku.mcm ne siak.haiz!

Kekek la siol! Hahaha!

Then at nite goin home..While i was jalan2 looking at the signboard..

Asri: What actually happen?!

Siao Fu: wat happen?

Asri: The that one ar.

Khy: u dont know wat happen ar? *talking to siao fu*

Siao Fu: I dont know wat happen.

Asri: Come lar lets sing along with me...If you leave me tonite i wake up alone,dont tell me im making on my own..

Everyone was singing....

Tomorrow AVENGED SEVENFOLD~~~~

Once in a Lifetime

2008-10-21T00:21:00.004+08:00

So now its Tuesday.So left 3 more days to the biggg concert!Hmm goin there with someone.I will not reveal the name here.No choice but to go there.Since the ticket are damn expensive!!Just go there and fun fun.If 'She',and you know who is that 'She' is,change her mind and want to watch with me.Its up to 'Her' not me.If there's no call or msg arnd 4pm,then 'She' is confirm not goin with me.

ps:Dear Avenged Sevenfold, im goin there being just a fan not a big crazy fan as 'Her'.

My last post about Her

2008-10-20T01:06:00.003+08:00

I lost a friend.Not just a friend but someone special.I mean really really special to me.The one who always entertained my craps and silly jokes.The one who always there to chat with me if i were to have problems.Since 2006 i've been chatting with her.And now, its all gone.A tremendous loss for me :(.But life must move on.Who knows,if tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,months,years if i were to stumble upon u outside the streets or anywhere,dont worry,i will just smile :) and walk away.I will not talk to you or wat so ever.Bcos i know,i will not fall for you again.I will not get myself hurt again.

ps: Goodluck for your upcomin Final year exams.Try to get above average.I know you can do it!! :) Take care my friend :)

Guitar!

2008-10-18T00:37:00.006+08:00

Last wednesday had a singing and guitar session with khy at school.It was so fun dude! :) trying my best to learn C,G minor and blah blah blah fret.Khy played alot of songs.I asked him to play i write sins not tragedies,A lonely september,My heroine,Im Yours and blah blah blah.Fun fun fun :).So this wednesday gonna buy myself an ACOUSTIC GUITAR.I keep aside $80 for that thing.*jeles ar dude kau main guitar,da lar pro abis!*.So the nxt time if im in a rship, can sing sweet charming songs and play guitar for my *lovely girlfriend*.Must make sure she look into my eyes and then Cair in the heart!nyahaha!

ps:Dont worry,its not goin to be Sakinah bte Daud.

2008-10-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

Learn to think for yourself. Learn to savour words and language. No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world. They don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. They read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. Medicine, law, business, engineering. These are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love. These are what we stay alive for.

2008-10-13T01:54:00.001+08:00

This is the new trailer for Dragonball! The movie will be release next year around march 19th if im not wrong.HeeHaa~~

2008-10-08T01:04:00.006+08:00

I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.I'm Sorry.Im Sorry.

Im Blessed to have YOU by my side. Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.Im Blessed to have YOU by my side.

Sweet Msgs

2008-10-07T02:07:00.006+08:00

I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on
my ears to listen to
my hand for you to hold
my feet to walk with you
but I can't lend you my heart cos it already belongs to You.

Falling in love with you is the second best thing in the world... Finding you is the first!

They say as long as at least one person cares for you
life isn't a waste. So when things go terribly wrong
and u feel like giving up
please remember u still got me.

Ps: To Sakinah

Sweet :)

2008-10-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

Hari Raya Pictures :)

2008-10-02T17:11:00.005+08:00

The Abg2.Hehe.

Ijat,Hafizah,Ayie & Mimi

The Chicks side

Dudes & Chicks

Hehe :)

Hafizah & Ayie

Fadilah & Hafizah

Sha sha & Ayie

Fadilah,Sha sha & Ayie

Potrait of Buang's Family

Suffi~~

The Dudes Side

A Short Life

2008-09-28T00:55:00.003+08:00

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

They say it takes a minute
to find someone special
an hour to appreciate them
a day to love them
but then an entire life
to forget them.

Ps: Hey hey hey!!! I already bought 2 tickets to Avenged Sevenfold live concert!Im goin with Sakinah!!!!!

ZzZzZ

2008-09-27T02:11:00.002+08:00

Knape aku baik sgt dgn die? aku sanggup pakai duit untuk beli tickets.walapon smapi beratusan.aku sanggup buat ni seme walaupon da putus harapan.Aku sanggup jumpe die selepas abis skola.semua aku sanggup buat.Tp ape yg aku dpt? Bile die rindu sgt nk jumpe aku, aku sanggup ckp "bole" kerana nk tgk die gembira.Haiz.Aku tau aku ni bodoh nk mampos.Oran bole ckp aku masih nk kejar2 kn die walaupon da tkde harapan.Tp aku kesah ke oran ckp?Aku tk kesah satu bende pon.Ape yg aku tau, aku akn sentiasa berusaha.Tp aku tau yg suatu hari kelak, hati aku akn tawar dgn perbuatan aku.Aku tk akn terima die balik.Kerana selama ni aku berusaha mcm oran giler.Cume allah je yg tau.Harap2 hati aku masih buka untuk die.Amin!

What i consider disaster and so....Happy

2008-09-25T02:15:00.003+08:00

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:11 PM):

and btw, the last da y of ramadan ayie akn doa for the whole solat after sujud

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:11 PM):

tat ayie nk hati ayie tutup untuk inah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:11 PM):

ayie nk stop bende2 bodoh

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:11 PM):

ayie tknk ayie jd toy around
｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:12 PM):

okay ayie

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:12 PM):

it's a bit sad..but it's okay

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:12 PM):

inah mintak maaf..kalau selama ni..inah asik toy ayie around je

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:12 PM):

hope doa itu dikabulkn

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:12 PM):

ok

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:13 PM):

ayie

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:13 PM):

ye inah?

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:13 PM):

try to live happily k after you forget abt me

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:13 PM):

not dnt try

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:13 PM):

must live happily

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:14 PM):

aah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:14 PM):

inah tunggu fairy tale inah k

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:14 PM):

nk..inah tk akan mintak apape

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:14 PM):

sry ayie

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

inah btl2 sry sbb mainkn ayie selama ni

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

inah btl2 sry

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:15 PM):

best tk ?

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

pls tkmu buang brg2 yg inah kasi ayie

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:15 PM):

best tk ni seme?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:15 PM):

tknk ketawa kn ayie?

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

tk pn

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

those were very sweet

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:15 PM):

thank you

§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

sigh

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:16 PM):

bgs nye inah

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:16 PM):

this time, i'll really2 lose you

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:16 PM):

inah suke ehk ayie lupekn die

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:16 PM):
tk

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:16 PM):

suke ehk

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:16 PM):

cume inah tkt

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:17 PM):

inah akan sambong mainkn hati ayie

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:17 PM):

inah tk suke buat gitu

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:17 PM):

ayie sndr tk suke kn

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:17 PM):

ayie jgn type gitu pls

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:17 PM):

inah dah nk nangis ni actually

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:17 PM):

inah fikir ayie suke ni seme?????

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:17 PM):

inah tk knal ayie ehk

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:17 PM):

suke ehk mcm gini

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:17 PM):

suro oran lupekn die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:17 PM):

bgs2

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:18 PM):

hapi for u

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

abes ayie blg..ayie nk hati ayie tutup utk inah

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

inah btl2 sedih bila ayie type gitu

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

bulan ramadhan lg

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

doa cpt dimaqbulkn

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:18 PM):

oh doa cepat dikabulkn

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:18 PM):

oh mcm gitu

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

ayie..knp type gitu?

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:18 PM):

sedihnye inah )):

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:19 PM):

ayie nk sgt dgn inah balik

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:19 PM):

ayie nk sgt kawin dgn inah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:19 PM):

ayie nk sgt sambung ni rship wpon bukan skrg

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:19 PM):

tp bile ade oran masuk campur, seme hancur

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:19 PM):

abis tu..ayie kata nk doa kasi hati ayie tutup?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:19 PM):

inah fikir ayie suke sgt ehk buat ni seme?

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:19 PM):

tk )):

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:20 PM):

nk kuar dgn inah, kene doa n solat? fikir ayie ni ape hamba inah

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:20 PM):
tk

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:20 PM):

tp tkpe, skali skala, psl ayie yg buat kesalahan

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:20 PM):

tk penah pikir gitu pn

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:20 PM):

ayie hapi hapi tau buat ni seme

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:20 PM):

psl ayie sedar tat rship is very important to me

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

inah pn rase my life is boring without you

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

and to tell the truth

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

inah rase comfy sgt dgn ayie

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

compare to my family

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

i feel safe when i knw you're always there

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:21 PM):

btl2 tk bedek

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th

Ramadan 1429| says (1:21 PM):
i know inah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:21 PM):

tkpe inah, jgn takot k

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:22 PM):

ayie janji yg selagi ayie masih hidup

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:22 PM):

i will stay contact with u

MR VAN DER ASRI *Listening to OLD shits IndieEmoPunkRock between 2005 & 2008* |141| |25th Ramadan 1429| says (1:22 PM):

ayie tknk separate dgn inah

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:22 PM):

okay
｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:22 PM):

thank you ayie

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (1:22 PM):

thanks so muchh

Her Dream

2008-09-18T02:14:00.002+08:00

Her Dream

Inah dah imagine tau..suami mcm mane yg inah nk..inah nk suami yg tk kesah bdn inah mcm mane..bg die smue lawa..then die suke manja2 and hardcore2 dgn inah.

｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ says (11:07 PM):

v(^_^)v ----> mcm inah tk?

2008-09-17T00:45:00.004+08:00

Malay Version

Sakinah: Ayie.. Inah nak tanye 1 soalan bole?

Asri: Bole! ape die?

Sakinah: Inah rindu Ayie!

Asri: Aww so sweett!

Asri: I miss you too inah! I miss you too!

English Version

Sakinah: Ayie..Can i ask you 1 question?

Asri: Sure! What isit?

Sakinah: Inah Miss Ayie!

Asri: Aww so sweett!

Asri: I miss you too inah! I miss you too!

Ps: Rescue me from everything, I just want to live, I wish i could be breathe.

I PASSSSS!!!!!

2008-09-16T01:34:00.003+08:00

Semester 1 - 2008/2009
EG1001	ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS (1A/1B)	D
EG1212	MANUFACTURING TECHNOLOGY	D
EG2131	METROLOGY & QUALTIY CONTROL	D
EG2135	MECHANICAL DESIGN	D+
EG2202	ROBOTICS SYSTEMS & PERIPHERALS	C+
EG2211	SEMESTRAL PROJECT 4	P

zZzZzZzZzZ

2008-09-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

1.You're the only one I would take a shot on.

2. I believe in loving you with first sight.

3. I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to take a hold of you.

Ps: Eh!!!! If im not wrong, Tonight is my semestral exam result!!!

Dont Love me!

2008-09-14T22:00:00.004+08:00

Wow!! Someone love me! Haha! Lucky i cant fall in love with you. haha!! That person can somehow praised me at Blog.Hehe! Thank You!

Friday, September 12, 2008

-11:49 AM

haha..thanks to asri i gt many new songs to listen to! THANKS ASRI! LOVE U!XD

like all of them expecially this one called "the saltwater room - by - owl city" so gonna share it with u.. could find the song on imeem so i went for the second best..youtube

Labels: thanks again

Ps: Who's that person? Boy or Girl?

Questions

2008-09-14T21:13:00.004+08:00

Total Malay~~

Aku chat dgn die, die malas nk layan aku. Aku type beribu words, die jawab sepatah. Aku Kol die, die tk angkat. Aku msg , die jawab sepatah.Aku gurau2 dgn die, die majok dgn aku. Jadi ape harus aku buat??

Bgs lar Asri..padan dgn muke kau.Itu lar, sape suro sakitkn hati die.da bgs tu die syg kau.Selalu dgr ckp kau.Slalu buat ape yg kau nk.Selalu diam bile kau marah die.Selalu tk cerewet.Selalu sanggup tunggu smpai kul 5pm psl nk tgk muke kau yg tk handsem tu.Selalu sanggup keluar rumah siang kerana takot tk dpt keluar rumah selepas asar.Selalu gembira sgt bile dgn kau, kau tu yg selalu buat perangai.

Kau selalu carik psl dgn die. Selalu buat die nangis.Selalu tk bole tgk die tgh senang.

Kau sedar diri skit, die da tknk dgn kau lg.Pada die, kau da tk penting lg.Die tk perlu kasih syg kau lg.Die tk perlu manje2 dgn kau lg.Kau sape? cume lelaki biasa je.Kau tu bodoh.Malas nk blaja.Kau tu kasar.Suke marah2 oran.Giler talak!.Yang kau degil nk jumpe die sgt da knape? Da mabok sgt dgn die? Da gatal sgt? Kau ingt skit..hati die da tutup, kau mati pon die tkkn terima kau balik.Die cume bole doakn kau masuk syurga.Kalau kau jumpe die bile balik skola pon, die akan blang kau suro balik rumah.Die tgk muke kau pon pengemis.Tu lar kau, buang minyak jumpe die.Bodoh ehk kau.Aku rasa kau duduk rumah suda.Fikir tentang masadepan kau.

Tkkn kau nk sgt dgn die, kau doa je kn? Tp kau duduk diam tk buat ape2, mcm , kau doa kau nk jd kaya tp duduk rumah besar kn pantat.Itu berusaha ke? Abeh skrg kau nk buat ape? Kau nk kejar die balik tk? Kau nk jumpe die selalu tk? Aku rasa kan, kau kasi die masa untuk berfikir, biar die benci kau untok seketika.Lepas tu, bile die da reda, baru kau pujuk die pelan2 atau msg die mcm biasa.Tp kau punye oran penyabar ke? Kau bole terima ke die da tknk kau lg? Kau bole hidup mcm dahulu lg ke? Kau tk rasa sunyi ke bile tkde die?

Kau tk rindu ke bebual dgn die mlm2 buta? Kau tk rindu ke msg panjang2 dgn die wpon bill melambung? Kau tk rindu keluar dgn die ke setiap sabtu? Kau tk rindu ke die tumpang motor kau abeh die peluk kuat2? Kau tk rindu die ke selalu antar die g tempat tuition? Kau tk rindu die cium tangan kau bile nak jumpe atau balik ke?Kau tk rindu g East coast sama2 dgn die ke? Yang paling penting sekali, Kau tk rindu romen2 dgn die ke??

Itu lar.Sedih jgk kan? Ape bole buat..Hidup mcm gini kan best.

Selamat Dudes & Babes.

Hoho Hehe Haha Huhu

2008-09-13T00:48:00.006+08:00

Semestral exams result is next Tuesday at 12am.Im aiming these modules grades for:

Metrology & Quality Control- C or B

Robotics- C or B

Maths- D

Manufacturing Technology- C

Mechanical Design- D

Insya'allah no more repeat modules.Amin!

I can't imagine myself with someone else ):

ps:I can't stop dreaming watching you and him when it should have been.

Draft Blog

2008-09-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

It really break my heart when you wanted to see the one you love said "NO". I tried my best to see her eventhough i'm tired. I love you! Thank You. Dated 12/6/2008

Buruk Nye!!

I've not read that for months :(
Salam.

Eh! when i get into relationship, did i tell my close friends about it? I did not tell them bcos there are a lot of tings on my mind. Nasib la my sayang very understanding. Exams in 3 wks time between 24th-25 february. luckily semester project presentation has finally ended. lucky liao. btw these are some of the conversation between me and Aza.. find it funny la sey.. sori tau for not telling u about my relationship.

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:38 AM):
tk bilangbilang.

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; sent 2/1/2008 12:39 AM:
woii jin!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; sent 2/1/2008 12:39 AM:
da de gal eksyen ehh

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:39 AM):
hehe

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:39 AM):
aku da blan per

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:39 AM):
mane der!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:39 AM):
lupe kwn ah tuu

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:39 AM):
blerggh~!

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:39 AM):
haha

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:39 AM):
mcm ne kau tau?

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:40 AM):
sape lagi kalau kwn ko giler tu

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:40 AM):
sape?

You have just sent a nudge.

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:42 AM):
Noor Kamilah Binte Ahmad Ayob (:

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:43 AM):
hehehe

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:43 AM):
thank you

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:43 AM):
support me tau

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:43 AM):
Insya'Allah. ku harapharap korang lastlong a.. keh! =DD

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:44 AM):
law ku dgr ko kater break.. kte break our friendship!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:44 AM):
da naek saket ah tlinger dgr word tuh

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:45 AM):
so law ko sebot word tuh kte putus persahabatn. oke?! set!?

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:45 AM):
haha

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:45 AM):
alar jgn mcm tu

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:45 AM):
lps break dgn die

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:45 AM):
aku dgn kau plak lar ...hehehe

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
giler la kao jin!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
wehh

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
ku nk uat h. work a.. ku nk mam dulu..

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
pape beep aku orrite!?

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
happyhappyselalukamu berduer!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
ayy!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
kim slm de eh! =D

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
thanks!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
nitenite jin giller!

Aza Syazwani (: >>Loves locked. ; Gerda Fruhauf cm ner ley ilang a ..? (",) says (12:47 AM):
take cre eh

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:47 AM):
Haha knn cb

MR VAN. DER. ASRI Son Of A Gun By Search The City 19.03.2008 Class License 2A (23rd Muharram 1429H) says (12:47 AM):
hehe

Hope to see u guys again sey.. da lama gitu tk jmpe since august last yr.. but then better spend time with my syg than u guys kn.. worth it u know.

It Ends Tonight

Hmm... I thought there's no more love for me.. but then as days n months passed by rasa mcm sunyi sepi je.. maklum la kn.. haha.. then on the 20th December.. someone sent me a msg.. sape tu? Haha.. that will be the start of our bond relationship... i reali didnt expect us to be so close n and love each other so much... i remembered how the 1st time i get to know u.. she was the one to find fault with me.. very funny sey.. pakai msn Nurul ehk chat with me.. pelik plak, tkkn Nurul nk chat with me in this way.. haha.. skali si Sakinah la.. haha! then tat time pon tgh rushing nk pegi mesjid. When i reached home, she added me at msn.. takot la tu.. haha! As time goes by, i tend to be kurang ajar with her.. smpai ke tahap maha kurang ajar.. tp at certain times I was there to listen to her problems.. sama2 share la kn.. then da baik2 tros I was the one who started the shit again.. didn't expect sey to be with her now.. reali! didn't expect!. maybe cinta itu buta.. kata2 hikmah tkya nk carik jodoh jauh2, sia2 je dpn2 mata.. haha! cinta msn kata kn.. at 1st when i chatted with her, there were times when i asked her out but she rejected me cos she said i might be a rapist or some guy trying to take advantage of her.. klakar kn?

I felt very weird bile nmpk ape yg die type kt msn.. but i dont blame her ar, it's the way i chatted with her tat made her feel like tat.. Mana tk, slalu chat with her kene maki hamun from ****mak to si** to ci*** to kani** smpai la ke ci***.. I'm reali sori for using those words against u.. its just tat i want to get to know u better.. but my effort reali works.. we share alot of tings. thanks for everyting. haha!. then on 2oth December during Hari Raya Haji.. she msg me.. didnt expect plak she msg me.. mcm tepanjat gitu.. then out of sudden i remembered asking her out.. haha! u thought tat I'm a forgetful person rite? but then no no no.. ahaha! 25th December was the 1st time i met her.. tk takot plak aku nk jmpe die, maybe it's bcos i knew her for about 1 and a half yr.. lama kn? very lama sey.. 1st time keluar dgn die reali2 had fun.. from 2.40pm-12.40am.. amcm? ade harapan?? lama sey.. dont ask me knape lama sgt..rahsia!. haha! from then on..

I missed her so much.. until I cannot tahan ar and ended up telling her tat i missed her and she was shocked.. haha.. tp ade msg ni kn tat made me "huh" ..this is how she typed "kau tu da lar........................" tknk type ar.. piesey ar.. haha! then 1st wk.. perasaan rindu dihati sungguh dasyat.. rindu giler.. 2nd wk.. da mula syg die.. 3rd wk..?????? hahah! just wanna tell u tat i love u so much! i missed everyting about you! evertime we go out gether2, i reali2 had fun with u... laughter here n there.. fun kn? haha!.. remember tau tis Sunday.. zoo!!!! thanks tau for goin out with me tis Sunday to celebrate my bdae. Thank you. I love you.

These are some lyrics tat i tink might be sweet to you and US.

This is the best thing, the best thing that could be happening and I think you would agree the best thing is that its happening to you and me. (The best Thing By Relient K)

I'll write you a letter that you'll keep reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep you say aloud that you would have been my wife. (Faking My Own Suicide By Relient K)

Because you know you will never leave my sight,until the day that I die for the first time and we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh and we will cry so overjoyed with our love that is so alive Our love is so alive. (Faking My Own Suicide By Relient K)

And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life and everyone watching us. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

If anyone could make me a better person, you could all I gotta say is I must have done something good You came along one day and you rearranged my life all I gotta say is I must have done something right I must have done something right. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

Maybe I'm just lucky Cause it's hard to believe Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me. (Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say you're ok with the way this is going to be cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen. ( Must Have Done Something Right By Relient K)

Cause I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you. (Up And Up By Relient K)

You and me together through the days and nights i don't worry cause everything's gonna be alright( No One By Alicia Keys)

I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all. (Your Guardian Angel By RJA)

Cos you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay. ( Your Guardian Angel By RJA)

She's been running through my dreams And it's driving me crazy, it seems. I'm going to ask her to marry me. ( Remembering Sunday By All Time Low)

Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes. (Always You By Amber Pacific)

I'll hold a place for you inside Inside my heart for you and I.I won't forget these tears I cry. ( Always You By Amber Pacific)

I never dreamt it'd be this way I've lost any chance for me to say to say that I miss you, say that I love you. (Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight. ( Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

But your love will take me, you were the one......Who sat through nights you held me tight and made sure I'm okay and I thank you for the love you gave to me. ( Gone So Young By Amber Pacific)

Thanks So Much Sayang! You definitely know how deep my love for you.. Only You

TRUST ME.

There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen
(Lyrics from Dear Maria Count Me in By All Time Low)

Ps: ok ni Emo.Draft Blog.

Draft Blog

2008-09-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

When ppl said you always hurt someone you love, I agree. That's what I did to him. Even though I didn't mean it. But in the end, I always did. I make him feel low and insulted just now. I make him feel as if..he's a useless boyfriend but actually he's not. He's totally perfect for me..maybe I'm the one who's not the right one for him. Bcos of my ignorance, I told my bro's friend I didn't know where to go except for Orchard & Bugis. Imagine, for 7 mths, it's impossible for us to only go to these 2 places. Pathetic, I know. I didn't mean to make him feel insulted, actually i did that bcos I dnt want to chat with other guys besides my bf. He's the only guy that I wanna talk to or chat to for long hours. I don't wanna do it with other guys. Bcos of the way I think, I make him feel low and insulted. And from what he said just now, it all makes sense. Maybe there is a girl who's perfect for him and will answer all those stuffs to people when they ask her. Maybe, there is a girl who can appreciate all those stuffs that he did better than me. And maybe, when that girl enters in his life, this stupid, pathetic, useless and unworthy girl will walk out from his life in order to make him happy. There is a lot of possibility now. I hate myself. I really do.

All I want to do now is to have the courage and call his number..telling him I'm sorry. But that's a bit too late isn't it? There's no use crying and regretting now. I've hurt him so much. And by calling him, that will increase the pain. All I can say now is, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and I'm sorry. Even a thousand words of apologies won't make him feel great. I'm not worthy for you. I'm not worth it. I'm not the one who's blind to get you but you're the one who's blind to see through me. Blind to see that I'm useless, pathetic, unworthy.

ps: Check2 blog drafts,suddenly saw this draft.

2008-09-10T17:32:00.006+08:00

I know i can see her anytime if i want to. I know her timing of what time will she be arriving at the bus stop with her friends. But!I dont have the couraged to do that anymore. Im too ashamed to face her. Imagine! If she saw me,then what must i say to her?? Can i say that i missed her? Can i say that i missed looking her Beautiful Face? Can i say that i missed looking at her Black Bag? Can i say that i missed the way she walked? Or when i see her walking towards her house, then i will just move off from there without her noticing me? In 2 months time, all school will be on holiday.Is this the right time to meet her everyweek?Or should i have to wait until December or January? I will do Solat Istikharah again. Its to make sure which is the correct thing to do. Thank You! :)

ps: What About Now?

2008-09-10T02:09:00.004+08:00

I met Sakinah arnd 2.25pm.Actuali supposed to be a suprised but then as time hit 2.20pm, i wondered where is she, so i went to Sing Song to take a look if she passed by with her friends.When i reached there, i saw her at the bus stop with Hakimah.Then i ran all the way to Block 'Sunyi' to make a suprised.Then!! i saw her walking towards that block and i have no choice but to face her.hehe!Supposed to be a suprised!haha!

Why am i suddenly Missed Her so much?! Haiz! Btw.. Chris Daughtry What About Now totally power to the core! Nice :):)!

Currently Listening To:

What About Now By Chris Daughtry

Into Your Arms By The Maine

What Gets You Through The Night By The Audition

Ps: Looking forward to 25th december 2008

2008-09-09T01:05:00.004+08:00

I still remembered the first time i met her. Haha! I always looked at her 'Tudung'. I love that kind of style! I always told her that the way she dress up her 'Tudung' is NICE! :) To me, it looks prettier than the normal way. Wow!! Lawa!Jambu! Haha!

The Lists of OUR favourite songs:

Relient K- The Best Thing.Must Have Done Something Right.Up and Up.Im Taking You With Me.Faking My Own Suicide.

Amber Pacific- Save Me From Me.Always You.Fall Back Into My Life.Gone So Young.

BackStreetBoys- I want It That Way.

The Maine- Into Your Arms.

Panic At The Disco- But Its Better If You Do.

Steps- Its The Way You Made Me Feel.

Silverstein- My Heroine.

Boys Like Girls- Holiday.The Great Escape.HeroHeroine.Learning To Fall.

All Time Low- Dear Maria Count Me in.Remembering Sunday.Poppin Champagne.

We The Kings- Check Yes Juliet.

The Audition- Warm Me up.

Powerspace- Right On Right Now *She love it when i sing that song*

Avenged Sevenfold- AfterLife.Lost.

Click Five- Happy Birthday.

If She wants You back, She will come back to you. If He wants you back, He will come back to you.

The Story of US :)

2008-09-08T15:15:00.003+08:00

From: vanderasri@hotmail.com
To: sleepy_sakinah91@hotmail.com
Subject: the story of US :)
Date: Sun, 7 Sep 2008 17:56:00 +0800

Dear Baby inah.. u know wat..ur the first girl tat i called "Baby" bcos ur name suits u well.and i love calling u tat.abg masih ingt time bulan puasa ni last yr.abg dgn kwn2 kt bwh blok.block 8, kteoran lpk2 kt situ then abg suro zali msg inah suro turun bwh jap..haha..tp inah tknk.then tros abg msg inah jgn layan si zali merepek ni.haha.dahulu, mmg abg suke kacau inah,suke sakitkn hati inah.mmg best betol kacau inah smpai inah maki "cibai,sial etc" haha..kekek giler.ingt time mataer dgn mas,abg senyap2 bebual dgn inah kt mic conversation.actuali malu giler psl tk biasa bebual dgn pompan lain.ur the 2nd girl yg abg bebual kt talifon.abg nyanyi lagu it ends tonight tp inah ckp tk sedap.haha.then kutuk2 skejap baru dua2 senyap. *im smiling now* then bile abg tanye, nk bebual lg ke tk, inah kasi alasan bende mic tu kt bilik kakak,mls nk amik.haha.tkpe2.

Maybe i kindda like u at tat point of time cume tkde oportunity..ingt time last yr bulan puasa, abg blang zali n din yg abg nk tackle inah abeh zali ckp "kau jgn yeye lar" haha..tp atlast abg dpt jgk inah..ingt time kteoran keluar jln2..BEST GILER!!!!!!!!smpai taruk kt msn the best of the of the best.haha! sebelum kuar dgn inah, abg da tau isteri mcm ne abg nk..kene dgr lagu rock.dgr ckp abg,suke mkn kt kedai kopi.haha.very simple person.tk cerewet.haha..

Inah...seme ciri2 abg ade kt inah..hapi tau bile dpt kuar dgn inah for the first time..bile 2nd time je nervous skit psl da lupe mcm ne muke inah seme,bile smpai bwh block je tros ingt.padahal lom nmpk muke pon.hahaha.inah slalu ckp diri inah kasar,suke pukul2,tk lembut, padahal bile dgn abg, inah suke manja2 dgn abg,suke cubit abg smpai abg pekik "SAKITTT LAR!!!" haha.

inah..jgn bebual merepek lg tau..for now abg tknk ade pompan lain.and for now..i want us to be senyap.syg jgn suro abg carik pompan lain k, carik lebih bgs atau lawa atau baik dr inah.psl inah da cukup bg abg.abg tk cerewet.abg syg inah kerana hati inah yg buat abg betol2 syg sgt.ape prasaan inah kalau abg suro inah carik laki lain, lebih baik lebih kacak dr abg? lebih pandai dr abg? famili planning die lebih bgs dr abg, mesti inah benci kn? so jgn ckp tau..diam2 je k. abg tk rasa jemu atau boring bile dgn inah.abg sukeee sgttt bile nmpk muke inah.

dan abg tk akn tunggu inah atau ape2.biar allah yg tentukn.ape nk jd, jd ar.abg akn busy mcm dulu.akn sentiasa g mesjid dgr kuliah,lpk2 dgn kwn..bebual merepek dgn drg.i hope u keep urself busy too.jgn lupe online smpai kul 2 atau 3 pagi tau..tat is sakinah bte daud tat i know.haha.

*CENSORED*

1 more thing, dont let people take advantage of u, jgn biar drg buli inah.ingt pesanan abg, kalau drg da melampau, marah je drg..jgn takot ape perasaan drg, drg ade kesah ke bile marah inah? so u better know u wat to do.be a hardcore girl k in way ur lembut.haha.

jgn lmbt solat.mandi jgn lmbt.mkn bynk2.jgn lupe mcm ne abg ajar inah cara solat.

i love u baby inah!i reali do! for now..goodbye.muack!pape important, i will update kt msn nick.

*if u have hatred towards me, pls read tis again and again and again" u will feel relax.

ok lar inah..syg take care tau..igt seme pesanan abg..

pls reply my email. thank you!

From:	Sweet Vengeance 6661 (sleepy_sakinah91@hotmail.com)
Sent:	07 September 2008 18: 49PM
To:	Muhammad asri van der sar (vanderasri@hotmail.com)

Omg, tears well up in my eyes when I read what you typed. Thanks so much syg. You make me happy. Hehe tu la, tgh ade matair pn nk bual dgn org ehk last time. I think you must've liked me at that time but you are refraining yourself bcos you're not the type yg main blkg. Wlwpn malu giler, you still nk try to talk to me kn. Hehe futhermore, hari2 abg asik kacau2 inah je. Inah tau abg dpt rase fun. That's why hari2 buat gitu. Ape yg fun die pn inah tk tau..cume abg je lah yg tau kn rasenye cmne. hehe Inah plak rase makin menyampah smpi kdg2 rase mcm nk block abg je. Tp inah tk tau knp inah slalu tk jd nk block abg. And for the 2nd time nk bual tu, ahah mmg alasan pn. Sbb inah btl2 tk biaser bual dgn laki lain. Lagi2 dgn org yg inah benci =P Hehe and abg is the first guy yg kuar dgn Inah. Best kann kitorg kuar same2. smpi tk igt time ehk kol bape. hehe

Inah rase comfy sgt time tu tau. Hehe and nk tau tk..for the first time, inah dpt laki yg inah suke tau and tt's you. Slalunye kalau inah suke org, mesti org tu tk suke inah alik. Inah tk expect kali ini, org yg inah suke ade same prasan dgn ape yg inah rase. Thanks so much abg. Then igt tk what type of guy yg inah nk. Inah bacekn, smue abg ade. Abg left handed!! =D inah suke sgt bila dpt tau psl tu. Hehe then bila first time abg blg dgn inah yg inah ni actually lembut and manja2. Inah tk caye sbb byk org slalu blg inah kasar. Inah sndr tk tau cmne inah bole manja2kn diri dgn abg. Klaka kan.

Hehe abg pn tkmu bual mepek k. Inah pn blm sedia nk in a r'ship for the time being. Inah kdg2 imagine kalau inah dgn org lain cmne. Tp inah tk suke langsung idea tu. Tk best. Inah suke abg nye plan smue tau kalau kitorg jd family cmne. Last time, inah imagine kalau dah kawin dgn abg cmne. Then kalau abg tgh tgk tv, mane tau inah nk main. Nnt inah mintak abg malu2. Bila inah malu nk ckp..mesti abg pegang dagu inah then ckp " meh sini tgk muke abg..jgn malu2..ckp cpt nk ape" hehe mesti abg bole imagine cmne kn. Bila inah imagine gitu tros hati inah cair tau. Hehe then nnt abg geletek2 inah kalau inah tgh msk ke ape..mane tau kn.

Inah pn tk penah jemu dgn abg tau. Everytime rase fun je..kdg2 gaduh pn rase fun. Hehe thanks for the sweet memories tau. Memories of us is very very sweet. Inah tk akan lupekn ni smue. Thanks so much tau!! Inah pn tk akan tunggu abg tp inah akan sentiasa doa agar inah dijodohkn dgn abg. And by tt time, harap2 abg dah ubah menjd yg terbaik bg inah and dah matang so nnt marriage kitorg happy2 je tk gaduh2 lg. Hehe

*CENSORED* Thanks for everything tau.hehe jgn risau k..you'll definitely see me online smpi larut mlm. bcos tt's the real me.Abg pn same tau.slalu gi mesjid or kuliah k. Jgn lupe plak gi ngaji on every Tue and Sat. make sure katam quran k.kalau tk shame2 tau dah nk msk 21, tp tk katam2. Hehe and jgn lupe amik pic bdk kecik tu k then post pt blog. tk sempat inah nk tgk muke die. Hehe.

Inah tau last time inah suke bg muke pt org,skrg ni inah btl2 tknk org buli inah lg.smlm kakak alih2 marah inah, inah fight die alik. abg mesti proud kn bila dpt tau inah buat gitu.Bila inah buat gitu, inah terigt abg..tros dlm hati inah..inah ckp thank you. Thanks tau sbb ajar inah byk bnd. smpi skrg inah tk bole mkn or minom diri pn. Inah try tk nk solat lmbt2 and try buat byk solat sunat and also try tk mandi lmbt2 k. Hehe lastly, igt tau..from the bottom of my heart, inah btl2 syg abg sgt and suke dgn abg nye family plans. cnt forget abt qusyairi and mkn pt dulang tu smue. Thanks for making me feel special and loving me for the past 8 months.

I love you so much. Do take cr of yourself k. Blaja btl2 tau. try sambong blaja dulu k. Lps dpt diploma br msk NS. kalau tk nnt rugi tau. Lg 1 yr je tros dabis. K la syg, take cr k. Jgn tgk porn lg tau. Jaga mak baik2 k. and try tegur your parents to solat. You're the only hope and the only son. so your responsibility berat tau. Jgn treat mak mcm members k. Treat her with respect. Igt tau, jgn maki2 slalu. Inah pn dah lama tk maki. This is all because of you (: Thanks so much..*I'm smiling now* and igt tk cincin yg abg bg? Inah pakai slalu tau cincin tu. Kalau tk pakai, rase tk sdp. hehe k la..take cr k. jgn buang tau brg2 yg inah kasi abg tu. igt tau, baju yg abg belikn and also wallet tu inah msh simpan. I treasure it so much. Hope you're doing the same too. K la, take cr k. I love you.pape nnt inah update pt my blog ape2 psl hidop inah.

Igt k..everything happens for a reason. Inah akan sentiasa igt seorg lelaki yg bernama Asri yg cintakn sgt kpd seorg perempuan yg bernama Sakinah. Igt smue my pesanan k. Inah syggg abg sgt2! Muackz! Take care~~ =)

Selamat Berbuka Puasa (:

Quiz By Sakinah Bte Daud

2008-09-08T00:42:00.005+08:00

InsyaAllah I hope i will get to marry her.Its not Wild honeymoon BUT a HARDCORE VIOLENT one.hahaha! Nehh! I dont need 7 kids cos i dont have the money to support them but 3 kids will do. I think Big Bike will do cos cars nowadays are expensive.Bus will do when travelling with our kids.It will be more fun. The kids will sit infront of us behaving like...Haha!i dont know what to describe. InsyaAllah we will stay in a 4 room HDB flat. Im not suprised if you're still studying after you marry me.

Take Care Inah! Bubbye!

Ps: Atleast The Audition & The Maine Are not mainstream.

What Gets You Through The Night By The Audition

2008-09-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

Tried to find both my life and my love
Took the time to write down all my thoughts
Found that I need to let go of this (let go, oh let go)
All of my worthless insecurities

'Cause I've got the tendency
Of dancing away at anything alarming
And so...

Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now
Just turn around
I'll make you break through
Never betray you
And now I know that I
Can't go back on all those promises I shredded but
Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now

Wonder why, why its taking so long
To step back and admit all my wrongs
Always gave everything you had to me (Everything to me)
Tell me why I continue abusing?

My insecurities have taken away
What I consider charming
And so...

Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now
Just turn around
I'll make you break through
Never betray you
And now I know that I
Can't go back on all those promises I shredded but
Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now

Whoa, I'll never tell you why I do those things I do
Whoa, Oh please just show me some understanding, baby
Whoa, Just trust my soul that I, I'm trying, God I'm trying
Oh, To let you know that I, I've tried to tell you that...

Memories

2008-09-07T17:03:00.005+08:00

[c=#B3B3FF]｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it' sent 9/7/2008 2:09 PM:

hey, just nk blg smth..inah lupe nk blg ni smlm..insya Allah we're made for each other k..furthermore, i think you've liked me since 2 yrs ago..lol igt tk time dulu you keep on pestering me pt msn? asik kacau inah je. i hate it so much..then abg keep on pgl me inah je..smpi inah marah2 abg. ahah..then2 last time, when you're with mas, bile die dah tdo, abg test tt mic on me..pdhl actually you said you're shy..tp nk try jgk kn. hehe lg pn, time dulu, when you're kind towards me, i kinda liked you too (: cume i deny tt. But in your case, maybe you didn't realise it. lol pastu hari2 nk chat dgn inah..then alih2 share probs with me (: k la..tu je nk blg..just wanna say, insya Allah we're made for each other..for 2 yrs, br you get me kn..hehe

[c=#B3B3FF]｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it' sent 9/7/2008 2:09 PM:

k la..correct me if i am wrong k..take cr slalu (:

[c=#B3B3FF]｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show me what it' sent 9/7/2008 2:09 PM:

bubbye

She gave me the lost 'Camel sayang2' and she wrote down her name 'Sakinah <3' on a piece of paper and i put inside my Road Tax cover.I will carry it as long im alive and still breathing.I will remember her for the rest of my life. :)

Hair !!

2008-09-04T15:24:00.006+08:00

Everyone is talking about my new HairCut. haha! Bole tahan shocked! And also...my classmate can't wait to see me.haha!Very funny of you guys.haha! These are some of the comments that i can remembered of..

Fadhly - Rambut mcm konek! <-------- Hair like cock!

Wira - Rambut taik sak..hahaha <-------- Hair like Shit!

Khy - Nice hair. ppl presenting the stopit hair cut.. hehe

Hanyo - I love ur new hair cut..gonna get the same one soon! WAO! *FAINT*

Sally - Getting more and more CB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG :D

Aza - Eyey! nice new haircut laaaahs!

Cheng Feng - Si beh handsome ar!

Cheng Feng to Travis - dude dude!!u got see asri new hair style ma?~?si bei cool neh~ xD

Wan - Ape da jd dgn rambut kau? aku fikir botak.

Sakinah - Burung! haha!

Cute nye!! *Smile exactly the same as Sakinah* Imagine my skin colour and Her combine together, definitely we'll get this skin colour for our Kids.HAHAHA!

ps: What can i say, Life can be bored without you.

2008-09-03T00:43:00.009+08:00

My dear sakinah.. thanks for everything.your speech on saturday make my heart cool down.i can eat n sleep soundly.But for sure that i will always miss u.igt tau..jgn bebual merepek tau.if we're meant to be together, definitely we are.after sujud terakhir, i always asked ALLAH for help, i will always doa tis ting " *YA ALLAH RAHMATI LA AKU RAHMATI LA AKU.YA ALLAH BUKA KN HATI SAKINAH BTE DAUD.MOGA2 DIE AKN TERIMA AKU.YA ALLAH MUSTAJAB KN LAR DOA KAMI,MOGA2 KAMI AKN BERSAMA DAN BERKAWIN PADA SUATU HARI".tat is the exact doa yg i always pray.

*YA ALLAH YA RAHMAN YA RAHIM RAHMATILAH AKU RAHMATILAH AKU.YA ALLAH YA RAHMAN YA RAHIM BUKA KN LAH HATI SAKINAH BTE DAUD,MOGA2 DIE AKAN TERIMA AKU BALIK.YA ALLAH YA RAHMAN YA RAHIM MUSTAJABLA DOA KAMI,MOGA2 KAMI AKAN BERSAMA LAGI DA AKAN BERKAWIH PADA SUATU HARI KELAK.

She replied "My Dear Asri, I would like to thank you too for showering me your love and care and also for showing me the meaning of love. I appreciate it lots. Inah dah tk bual mepek lg. Inah btl2 berserah skrg. Time sujud akhir, Inah slalu doa Ya Allah, jodohkn la aku ni dgn Muhammad Asri, sesungguhnya aku btl2 syg kpd die sgt. Dan jikalau die btl2 dijodohkn utkku, ubahkn la perangai nye utk menjd yg terbaik bg ku agar kami akan sentiasa bahagia dlm hidup dan tdk akan bertengkar lagi. amiin."

On 2nd september

From:	Sweet Vengeance 6661
Sent:	02 September 2008 23: 01PM
To:	vanderasri@hotmail.com

I'm sry for disturbing you. But I cnt help but to say I miss you so much. Tu je. Inah btl2 doa agar inah akan dpt bersama dgn abg lg. I cnt imagine being with other guys. I just hope your attitude will change to better k. Take cr. I love you so much.

PS: I MISS YOU TOO!IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS AND MOST MERCIFUL....I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

2008-09-01T15:04:00.002+08:00

I Miss You Sakinah!
I Miss You Sakinah!
I Miss You Sakinah!

Because a girl like you is IMPOSSIBLE to find.You're IMPOSSIBLE to find..............I Swear.

The Last Memories 30/08/2008

2008-09-01T01:17:00.006+08:00

We went out together as a COUPLE for the last time ):

Us Love :)

I Love Her!

One day, we're goin to be together again for the 2nd time :) InsyaAllah!

She took the picture of me :)

Look how happy she is :)

The 2nd Kiss :)

Sad Conversation

2008-08-29T15:44:00.004+08:00

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:07 PM):
eh dude

khy says (1:08 PM):
wassup man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:08 PM):
bole lar tahan

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:08 PM):
i cant handle man

khy says (1:08 PM):
why dudeee

khy says (1:09 PM):
wat happen man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:09 PM):
haiz im not matured enuf to have r'ship anymore

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:09 PM):
scared sia
MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:09 PM):
my ego too high

khy says (1:11 PM):
haizzz

khy says (1:11 PM):
wat happen exactly?

khy says (1:11 PM):
i know ur ego high man

khy says (1:11 PM):
but i told u so many times to contain it wat

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:11 PM):
i took tings for granted

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:11 PM):
haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:11 PM):
i know

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:11 PM):
tp aku tk dgr ckp kau

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:11 PM):
aku take tings for granted

khy says (1:11 PM):
its okay man. sum things happen for a reason

khy says (1:12 PM):
like wat dude?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
the truth is

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
she realy really love me

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
but hati die da tutup

khy says (1:12 PM):
wat u did dude?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
die nk lupekn aku pelan2

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
i asked for a break up

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
im the one who asked for it

khy says (1:12 PM):
and why did u do tat for?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:12 PM):
i dont know maybe da marah sgt kt die

khy says (1:13 PM):
its not ego man...

khy says (1:13 PM):
its jumping to conclusion man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
no man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
bile aku mintak break up

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
die slalu fight untok aku

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
die tknk break up

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
but now

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
bile aku mintak break up

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
she really give it to me

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
and im really2 menyesal

khy says (1:13 PM):
there... u pushing ur luck too far man

khy says (1:13 PM):
but its okay man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:13 PM):
haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
i know man

khy says (1:14 PM):
dun worry too much bout it

khy says (1:14 PM):
talk to her ready?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
i'll try my best to change for my self

khy says (1:14 PM):
u tell her tat man

khy says (1:14 PM):
dun tell me

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
since monday morning, aku jmpe die slalu just to give that 1 pathetic chance

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
tp still hati die da tutup

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
so td pagi aku jmpe die lg

khy says (1:14 PM):
if u really love her

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:14 PM):
i have 1 wish

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
harap2 besok dpt kuar dgn die

khy says (1:15 PM):
meet her for this 1 time

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
yar i know

khy says (1:15 PM):
promise her that u will change man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
khy i really need ur help

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
besok kau free tk?

khy says (1:15 PM):
i meetin my chick man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
yar i know

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
tp bole double date tk?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
seriously plss meet her

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:15 PM):
atleast she get to meet my frend

khy says (1:16 PM):
i really dunno wat to talk to her man

khy says (1:16 PM):
but

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
no need to talk

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
just have fun tomorow and talk cock

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
plss it will be the last time for me tomorow

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
besok aku last jmpe die

khy says (1:16 PM):
will she meet u tml?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
then both of us will senyap all the way

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:16 PM):
i dont know

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
aku da solat hajat da 2 kali

khy says (1:17 PM):
1 more thing man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
i try my best

khy says (1:17 PM):
dun force dude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
i know

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
aku tk force

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
just 1 wish tat i get to meet her tomorow for the last time

khy says (1:17 PM):
dun say like tat man

khy says (1:17 PM):
last time last time

khy says (1:17 PM):
tat all crap la

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
just kuar jln2 dgn die for the last time

khy says (1:17 PM):
i know tats wat u dun want

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:17 PM):
seriously

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
aku nk ramadan for ibadah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
do some soul searching on tat month

khy says (1:18 PM):
after ramadan can meet again rite

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
i tink so

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
aku kene berubah dulu

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
sial ar

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
since dgn mastura aku sama jgk sial

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
on tuesday i met mastura jap

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:18 PM):
talk to her about my situation

khy says (1:18 PM):
dude

khy says (1:19 PM):
tats a wrong move man

khy says (1:19 PM):
u know now she's nothin to u

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:19 PM):
no man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:19 PM):
i just need help

khy says (1:19 PM):
and if sakina knows haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:19 PM):
mastura cume kwn biasa aku je

khy says (1:19 PM):
but not from her man

khy says (1:19 PM):
ur ex will neva help u

khy says (1:19 PM):
they onli destroy u

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:19 PM):
no man

khy says (1:19 PM):
i dunno ur stories with her ah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:19 PM):
seriously

khy says (1:19 PM):
okay2

khy says (1:20 PM):
i'll talk to my gf tml

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
aku jmpe die for 1 hr

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
bebual jap

khy says (1:20 PM):
about tml*

khy says (1:20 PM):
but u think she wanna double date?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
i just need to see u all with my ex gf for the last time

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
atleast try to see her face

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
it will be a secret date

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:20 PM):
die tk tau

khy says (1:21 PM):
but u must tell her tau

khy says (1:21 PM):
i dun think this is the best idea man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:21 PM):
tomorow arnd 11am

khy says (1:21 PM):
but if u really think so

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:21 PM):
she will give me the kol

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:21 PM):
if she say YES

khy says (1:21 PM):
dude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:21 PM):
then tomorow confirm meet u guys after asar

khy says (1:21 PM):
okay2

khy says (1:21 PM):
but dude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:21 PM):
ape?

khy says (1:21 PM):
keep this in mind

khy says (1:21 PM):
how angry u ar

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:22 PM):
i know " jgn ckp break up"

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:22 PM):
betul tk?

khy says (1:22 PM):
as a man like us... we shouldnt show it

khy says (1:22 PM):
let them be angry

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:22 PM):
ok dude

khy says (1:22 PM):
cause they'll menyesal man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:22 PM):
i promise to listen to ur advise

khy says (1:22 PM):
its okay man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:22 PM):
knape dulu aku bole dgr ckp kau?

khy says (1:23 PM):
sumtimes when we ar angry

khy says (1:23 PM):
we tend to forget

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:23 PM):
aku tk matured ar dude

khy says (1:23 PM):
tat u must tell her

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:23 PM):
aku masih bdk2 lg

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:23 PM):
tats my advantage

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:23 PM):
dis advantage

khy says (1:23 PM):
no la dude

khy says (1:23 PM):
not budak2

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:24 PM):
haiz td aku vomitted 3 kali

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:24 PM):
i cant take it anymore

khy says (1:25 PM):
haiz

khy says (1:26 PM):
what ever it takes man

khy says (1:26 PM):
dun worry too much

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:27 PM):
kau ckp senang

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:27 PM):
da kene baru trok

khy says (1:27 PM):
da kena banyak kali

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:27 PM):
aku kene bynk2 sabar ni bende

khy says (1:27 PM):
cause u must know 1 think

khy says (1:27 PM):
betta to avoid then suffer

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
maksud kau?

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
avoid die? atau avoid ckp break up?

khy says (1:28 PM):
avoid doin wat ever tat leads to break ujp

khy says (1:28 PM):
by now u know wat ready

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
yar dude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
da tau sgt

khy says (1:28 PM):
not onli sayin tat word

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
td nangis siak aku kt mesjid

khy says (1:28 PM):
ur attitude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:28 PM):
cannot control anymore

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:29 PM):
my attitude sucks man

khy says (1:29 PM):
now i know my friend is veri emotional

khy says (1:29 PM):
sadly im not like you man

khy says (1:29 PM):
tats y im not romantic

khy says (1:29 PM):
as her ah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:30 PM):
haiz tp atleast bole tahan lama

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:30 PM):
tat is wat imprtnt

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:30 PM):
aku romantic pon tetap perangai mcm sial

khy says (1:30 PM):
dude my perangai also mcm sial la

khy says (1:30 PM):
we all ar bunch of sial

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
haha

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
mmg sial pon

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
besar punye sial

khy says (1:31 PM):
just take it as a learning step

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
i tot bile dgn sakinah

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
everiting settle down

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:31 PM):
cos i know tat she will marry me 1 day

khy says (1:31 PM):
i just wanna know wat makes u so angry?

khy says (1:32 PM):
dude if u know she will. dun tell her tat man keep tat to urself man. cause if u keep the relationship will last...

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:32 PM):
actuali starting jmpe die lmbt psl baju aku basah kuyup, so aku balik umah tukar baju aku since die jmpe aku kt bedok interchange

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:32 PM):
then jmpe die, then die ade marah skit kt aku, aku pon buat perangai, tu pon skit ar

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:33 PM):
then bile da smpai mesjid sultan

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:33 PM):
kteoran da ok

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:33 PM):
then die blang aku die msg satu laki ni psl die nk wish laki tu nye bdae

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:33 PM):
then tats when tings start to blow

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:33 PM):
my jelesy too high

khy says (1:33 PM):
ouhhh

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
then fight2 kejap, i told her tat wat if mastura nye bdae? can i wish her? its like aku kasi die situation

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
then gaduh2 then baru ok

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
then after solat maghrib, we all gaduh lg

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
smpai aku marah sgt

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
aku maki cibai kt die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
haiz then gaduh2 lps tu ok

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:34 PM):
lps tu tgk fireworks, hapi2 sgt dgn die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
then mkn kt kfc bugis

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
then its already damn late

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
da kul 10 45pm

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
skali my bike tayar bocor

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
then shes like da gelisah, da lmbt

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:35 PM):
she scared tat she will not get to see me again psl die slalu balik umah lmbt

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
then aku try comfort die baik2, lembut2 dgn die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
since aku besalah psl motor aku buat hal

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
naik mrt, all the way aku comfort die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
skali bile da naik bus, aku da tk bole tahan dgn pergai die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
since kt mrt , aku asyik2 pujuk die je

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:36 PM):
abeh aku die tknk bebual

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
tat when tings get out of control

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
then bile smpai staircasde, aku mintak break up, then she gave it to me

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
then bile da smpai umah, aku kol die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
tings da nk settle , i want her back

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
skali kakak die rampas hp die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:37 PM):
then tk dpt bebual dgn die lg

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:38 PM):
i wass tiss close dpt die alik

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:38 PM):
then sunday die off hp, tknk angkat kol aku pon

khy says (1:38 PM):
haizz

khy says (1:38 PM):
sumtimes the unfortunate happen man

khy says (1:39 PM):
if ur taya didnt burst

khy says (1:39 PM):
i dun think this will happen

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
itu ar

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
aku da taubat giler ni

khy says (1:39 PM):
then u also shouldnt bring mastura in the convo man

khy says (1:39 PM):
its a no no

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
no man maybe ur rite

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
but the ting is about my behaviour

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:39 PM):
my attitude

khy says (1:40 PM):
cause she got the decency to ask u permission to msg a guy

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:40 PM):
yar i know tp aku carik psl

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:40 PM):
maybe bcos its raining

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (1:40 PM):
then aku rasa tk sedap

khy says (1:40 PM):
then u balik rite

khy says (1:40 PM):
u know if me ah

khy says (1:40 PM):
i wont go back

khy says (1:41 PM):
cause my gf lain

khy says (3:35 PM):
she's the type of person who cant wait

khy says (3:35 PM):
cause she neva make ppl wait for her

khy says (3:35 PM):
so tak rase sedap pon for awhile aslong shes happy

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:35 PM):
haiz abeh skrg die ckp

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:35 PM):
jgn wait for her

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
find someone better than her

khy says (3:36 PM):
no man

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
come man, if dulu aku suke pompan

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
aku da tk dgn die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
psl aku terima die dgn sincere

khy says (3:36 PM):
dude i really think this is a recovery period for both of u guys man

khy says (3:36 PM):
let her cool off

khy says (3:36 PM):
leet her think

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
haiz i know

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
tu psl

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
i hope aku dpt good news dr die

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:36 PM):
harap2 dpt kuar dgn die

khy says (3:37 PM):
cause if i were at ur position.. if she dun wanna wait for me after i menyesal then wats the point of goin out with her anymore

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:37 PM):
then when i asked her

khy says (3:37 PM):
but must give her time

MR VAN DER ASRI Into Your Arms By The Maine |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:37 PM):
die bole tunngu aku tk

MR VAN DER ASRI Into Your Arms By The Maine |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:37 PM):
die ckp tk

MR VAN DER ASRI Into Your Arms By The Maine |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:38 PM):
skrg aku nga confused

khy says (3:42 PM):
thats why

khy says (3:42 PM):
if things dun go well.. remind her bout the good things tat happen to u guys

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:43 PM):
haiz

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:43 PM):
i tried my best dude

khy says (3:43 PM):
tell her why u said all tat. and u regret

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:43 PM):
tomorow will be the time

khy says (3:43 PM):
cause all the thing u said u dun mean it

khy says (3:43 PM):
i believe she perangai with u because she dun want to be late then dun get to meet u again

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:44 PM):
yes

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:44 PM):
ur rite

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:44 PM):
i regret dude

MR VAN DER ASRI *Into Your Arms By The Maine* |131| ( Sya'aban 1429H) says (3:44 PM):
really2 regret

Its over

2008-08-28T16:10:00.002+08:00

I started out alone and in the End that's where i 'll be.

25/12/2007-25/08/2008

2008-08-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

I don't know what happen to me just now. But one thing I know is, my mood has suddenly flew out of me. I was moody, bitter and wanted to be left alone. But Dear has other plans. Instead of giving me the satisfaction of being alone, he gave me a call instead and asked me what went wrong and how is my condition. And I thank him for that. I appreciate his care and concern. Thanks so much, Dear. I don't know what I am going to do without you. You mean a lot to me (: Thanks so muchh!! Really appreciate it!! Love you!!! ((:

Hmm anyway, Dear is currently down with flu and terrible cough. He must have been infected by Me )): Haiz. I'm so sorry, Dear!! Hope you'll get well soon as you have exams tomorrow. Hope your sickness won't affect your performance. Haiz, I wish I could be by your side now and take good care of you ): Please get well soon okay, Dear? I love you sooo muchhh!! Good Luck for your paper tomorrow. Love you sooo much!!!!!!!!!

P.S : I'm always here for you if you need me (:

My Emo Princess. Hehe!
Will always love you, darling ♥
『さきな ♥ あすリ』

Till here then~~

Semangat siol aku!haha!

2008-08-15T18:15:00.006+08:00

CONGRATS! to the Singapore Women's table tennis team!! They WON 3-1 against koreans!So proud of them!It was full of drama.Tonight 2nd semis will be China vs Hongkong.The finals will be on Sunday.So its a must watch!

SUPPORT TEAM SINGAPORE!

Semangat siol aku! hahaha

Random Pics (:

2008-08-14T12:14:00.004+08:00

Waiting for HER cup ice cream.Yum2!

Egg Bread!

Muahaha!

Errr!

Wink!

9th August 2008

2008-08-10T22:00:00.011+08:00

My Grandma :(

Her Grandma *Father's side*

Busy copy down the grave infos.

Looking on the opposite side of the grave ( Grandma mother's side)

Her Grandma *Mother's side*

Waiting for the fireworks.

The fireworks!!

So Sparkling~ wow!

The 1st fireworks starts at 8.pm

Manje2! :)

From sadness to happiness

2008-07-30T15:40:00.003+08:00

I LOVE this song! It makes me HAPPY!

We Intertwined By The Hush Sound

In a field outside of town we could always be alone
Carry a blanket maybe a basket - and that's it
Innocence was the key I was locked up never free
Until you turned me

Like vines we intertwined (like vines we intertwined)
Carelessly growing up and growing old
Life was on our tongues (on our tongues)
And it tasted heavenly so good

*Chorus

I knew this was a dream it was too good to be true
And the coincidences were a bit much too
Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wants to live in this place?

Like vines we intertwined (like vines we intertwined)
Carelessly growing up and growing old
Life was on our tongues (on our tongues)
It tasted heavenly so good

*chorus

Blankets here keep me from cold
Holding tightly my pillows
Frantically searching for her
Inside my head she's somewhere
She is somewhere

*I wake up and I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad song

26/7/2008

2008-07-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

Restless!

Lau Pa Sat *Huh?*

After Makan

Through The Window shadow.

Opposite Fullerton Hotel *Sleepy*

Outside OUB building *Raffles Place*

Bandung :)

Bluek!

Random

2008-07-23T18:18:00.006+08:00

A video of my favourite sweetest band playing Faking My Own Suicide.

This band is gonna be famous in few wks to come.All the rock webbies are currently doin promo on them. My favourite song from them The Way We Talk.

2008-07-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

Life is funny. When I didn't get the chance to play my computer, I'd be bored like hell. But when I'm already in front of it, suddenly, all the things that I want to do just flew out of the window. Huhu, As I'm bored and got nothing to do, I decided to blog while at the same time, waiting for Dear to be back from school. Dear! Come home faster please! I miss you already!!

Anyway, Dear has been requesting me to blog about this particular incident. It was hilarious in my case. Well, it happened on 29th December 2007. That was 4 days after I met Dear for the first time (: Lol, after I met Dear, we've been msging with each other non-stop for days. Because of that, I decided to play a game. I told Dear about that game on the 28th that was before we went to sleep.

Here is what I typed " Awk, nk main game tk bual, chat or sms each other for 1 day starting from 6 am tmrw. Nk tk? " Later on, he replied my msg and told me he agreed to play that game with me. Lol, so on that particular day, I went out with my friend to look for contacts. I knew that Dear would not msg me as both of us had agree not to contact with each other for 1 day.

Later at about 10+ pm, while I was eating with my friend, Dear sent me a msg. I was shocked because I did not expect a msg from him. While reading his msg, I could see he was sad at that time. He thought that I've forgotten about him and already like someone else. Lol! I was confused, but I still replied his msg and told him about that game. After that, he apologised and told me he had forgotten about it.

So, that night, after I came back, I continued msging with him. He told me while he was at work and ngaji, he kept on checking his handphone for my msg for more than a dozen times. At last, he could not take it anymore and decided to msg me. At first, I thought that his reason for msging me is because he totally forgot about that game. But later on, I found out the truth on why he msged me first. It was because he misunderstood my msg. Huhu instead of " Awk, nk main game tk bual, chat or sms each other for 1 day starting from 6 am tmrw." it became "Awk, nk main game tk, bual, chat or sms each other for 1 day starting from 6 am tmrw. " Ahah! After I found out about that, I was laughing my ass off. It was funny.

Later, after explaining him the truth about that game, he did not reply my msg. I started to panic. I thought that he was mad at me and decided not to reply my msg anymore. So I sent another couple of msgs, but there was still no reply. Then, I sent him another msg which I typed "I miss you!" for 11 times and ended it with pls dnt ignore me =( . I thought that would make him happy and thus reply my msgs. But there was still no reply. After that, I decided to call him but no one picked it up. Lol, after that, I gave up and just laid down on my bed, thinking and emo-ing by myself. Later, I came back to reality after I felt a vibration. I looked on my phone and saw 1 new message. I read that msg and..Lol, he told me that he actually fell asleep while waiting for my msg. Buat suspense je! Haha! And lastly, he told me that he won't ignore me no matter what. That's a promise. Hehe that is so sweet of you Dear ((:

Well, maybe this particular incident is not entertaining or funny at all to others. But to me, it is a funny and sweet memory that always hold a special place in my heart and it never fails to bring a smile to my face when I think about it ((: Hehe, Thanks Dear, for all these wonderful memories that we share together. They are so sweet. I love it sooo much!! Thanks Dear! You're the best boyfriend ever! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCHH!!! Hope I'll get to see you tomorrow ((:

Till here then~~

Love HER

2008-07-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

I cried!I cried!I remember that i hugged my late grandma so tightly in my dream.When i woke up, it's real!I really really cried!Omg! I missed her so much!I missed pinching her "babat skin".But she didn't even scold me for doin' that.I missed talking to her on the phone.Usually spent about 2 hrs chit chat about our daily lives.I missed u "Nenek"!Omg!I'm crying now! Since you left my only wish is to see you at "padang masyar".Amin!

Gonna visit her grave this comin' Thursday or Friday. Insya'allah.

Syarahan

2008-07-06T22:01:00.003+08:00

Dear Ladies and Gentlemen..

Look at the kid below reciting the quran.. which verses did he recites?

1st- Al Ikhlas
2nd-An Naas
3rd-Al masad

By looking at this kid, definitely his parents brought him up with religious knowledge.Now in malay * 1 hari nanti kwn2 ku walaupon yg laki atau perempuan akn mendirikn rumahtangga..adakah kamu hendak anak kamu mcm gini? kalau kamu tanye saye mesti saye akn jawab "YES!" tp ingat untuk kaum adam, its reali very hard for us, Allah betul2 hentam kaum adam teruk2.Haiz.. Tp still we will take the challenge.If u have a girlfriend or boyfriend now, pls remind of each other to solat.Don't forget that, no matter what!Even if you tgh romen2 or wat, pls remember to solat.

Remember that the person you're really in love with now is goin to be you future wife or husband.Better start now than later.Imagine skrg one of you ade mataer yg bangse lain, misalnye chinese, tkkn nk ajar die ttng islam bile da kawin?Atleast die kene tau solat, baca skit2 muqaddam/iqra atau the basic knowledge of akidah baru bole kawin.If you have a girlfriend yg tk pakai, pls talk to her nicely about how imprtant is "aurat".Dont wait until marriage or the age of 30s or 40s.Its too late.By the time we the kaum adam da bynk tanggung dosa si isteri.This is really tough.And also solat and aurat are the top 2 that are reali reali imprtant in marriage.Mmg betul mereka yg pakai tudung berkata yg mereka da menutupi aurat.Tp tgk betul2,tetap bole nmpk dada dan pantat mereka.Kalau ni masih tetap tk berubah, suami akn menanggung dosa isteri sehingga ia berubah cara pakaian isteri mereka.And pls do more research more about "TAHLIL".

This is totally haram!.Most of the Azatizahs said that it is ok but looked back at the history,Rasulullah tidak buat perkara mcm gitu.Even the closest to him the"Sahabat" tak berani atau terlintas di dlm hati untuk buat ni benda.The truth is masyarakat melayu followed the majority, kalau ustaz ckp bole buat, ok la buat je lar.Tp mereka tidak tau IMAM SYAFFIE,IMAM AHMAD BIN HANBAL,IMAM MALIK DAN IMAM HANAFI mengatakn ini perkara 100% haram.Jd bile da berumahtangga, didik la anak2 dan isteri kte dgn betul.Takot2 kte sbgi suami akn bertanggung jawab atas perbuatan anak2 dan isteri yg melakukn perkara ni di akhirat kelak.

My opinion- I told my girlfrind that if you still believe yg "TAHLIL" dibenarkn dlm islam "I WON'T MARRY HER" i told her the truth.Its for my happiness.I dont want that to be a matter yg akn buat kami bertengkar setiap mlm.But i'm reali2 grateful that she's the type of woman yg takot tinggalkn solat,that is so relief for me as i won't be worried about asking her whether she perform her solat when we're married later.So my position one day as a husband that i won't teach "TAHLIL,SEDEKAH AL FATIHAH TO THE DEAD OR WATEVER SHIT" to my kids.A very very FIRM personal belief.

Last minute COSFEST event at Downtown East

2008-07-03T12:25:00.007+08:00

See the person with white hair and gold..maximum cool!

Books or Boobs?? Hehe

Us :)

She bought the GREEN FROG wallet.

Like garage.haha!

Selling different kinds of anime items.

Anime clothes

Dubbing competition.Very funny show.

You happy ?I also happy.

Look at the blue book on your right *Inuyasha*

Look at the costumes..ok2 ar.

2nd trip to ZOO! 6th month anniversary

2008-06-29T18:20:00.015+08:00

Fruit Bats

Chop That Tail!

Feeding time for Orang Utan.

Now you scared of me ar?!

Choose now! Me or komodo Dragon?!

This bloody hell monkey degil nk mampos!

Handsome? fierce? Stupid?

ahh?? still the same height.Hehe!

Maybe i've grown by 1cm.Hehe!

What the??!

Am i that idiot?! Hehe

Aww so sweet~

alalala manis nye die.Haha!

Haha! So sleepy.

2008-06-20T23:53:00.001+08:00

Its 11.52pm counting the hours till 6.00am where the plane will be landing at changi airport. The truth is im not that ready to have a conversation on the phone with her. But I REALLY REALLY LOVE HER!! For 6 days without usual night phone calls feel so different. And 1 more thing, i can't promise you that i can LOVE you like before. It take times to recover, maybe WEEKS OR MONTHS. My LOVE for you will never change.

Dear Baby Sakinah.. Pls do not be angry at me over the previous posts. Its just my feelings and my situation here that i want you to know. And pls try not to cry when you're reading my posts. Im sorry syg! I really do! My intention is just to let you know. Love you! Always do! Trust me!

The Past

2008-06-20T19:08:00.005+08:00

I hacked into Mastura's friendster profile..Just wanna remind myself what makes her really don't care about Our past relationship. Its because of my WORDS.. Yeah i mean my WORDS. So sharp that it can really really hurt someone so deeply..This is what i wrote(its in malay &english)..

I Have A frend n Tell me about his relationship...This Is how it goes........................

Before he knew this grl, he's a different guy. even bile die kenal2 dgn certain p0mpan, p0mpan tu suro die call tp die kate die pemalu.

Different girls ask him to call them but he refused. tp die panic bile drg call die, cepat2 die reject. there are 2 reasons why he reject calls from them .. 1st he is very shy person . 2nd die tknk dgr pompan nye suara on the phone, rase mcm tk selesa, ingt hukum agama katekn. suara wanita itu aurat kn. tp its true kalau suara tu lembut abeh lawa lg, tk terpikat? kalau suara kasar tp lawa.. mcm mana? itu pandangan die. then 1 day my frend mintak p0mpan ni nye num. tp stakat msg je, then 1 day this girl ask him to call tetap this guy reject tp on that day jgk this girl merajuk, my frend panic habis, msg pnjng2 mintak sori. tp atlast p0n bebual jgk on the phone. my frend told me rase nye mcm kehkot bebual for the 1st time smpai mengigil.tp bile nk ajak berjmpe, mmg my frend reject abis, malu abis katekn.

Tp this girl betul2 nk jmpe my frend until she cried on the ph0ne tp the nxt morning, my frend agreed after much thinking. Actuali nk jmpe tu mmg bole but die bkn nye ade duit bynk kn, kalau jmpe p0n stakat mkn sendiri. Tp mmg betul kalau nk ade relationship duit mesti ade, my frend was so stress yg die cume ade sedikit duit untuk diri sendiri kalau nk berjmpe.

Nasib baik on that day jmpe tk beli pape cume balik naik taxi itu p0n future mataer die pakai duit sendiri. The nxt day, he ask his frend kalau ade keje part time tk?, dgn baik nye hati die kwn my frend, die kasi num keje then interview on Thursday. Atlast dpt jgk, keje dekat DHL, alhamdulillah. Da tk stress psl duit lg. atlast the first time jmpe la drg jd mataer. syukur la. mmg relationship untuk kali pertama mmg tough. tp die bersyukur dpt jmpe slalu in the early part of the relationship itu p0n kerana his mataer ade tuition. so antar die balik rumah dr tuition. each day bebual on the phone, makin very very very rapat.

But Kn, bulan puasa she asked my frend out nk buka sama2, actuali bkn my frend tknk tp bulan puasa kene respect la, then kene jgk keluar psl tkkn my frend jmpe die lps tuition je abeh tk keluar jln2? Mestila mataer die marah. Tp atlast keluar jgk. Tp my frend p0n tk selesa ar, die stress waktu maghrib psl tk dpt solat maghrib, die p0n fikiran kt otak die sambil ckp dihati " tkkn nk qadha je? lgp0n bulan puasa jln2 dgn mataer pimpin tangan. Lg stress!!!. Actuali sebelum bln Ramadan, die da niat this is going to be the best Ramadan yg die pena lakukn tp terbalik.

Back to the story , Although she trust my frend kn, theres always problem coming ahead in the next 2 months, my frend began to confessed what he dislikes about her. Mcm2 bende yg die luahkn yg selama ni die simpan di dlm hati. U can't always keep into ur heart nnti membuat padah kt hati kalau simpan lama2. she make this relationship a secret. Mmg susah die nk terima. U might never knows kalau ade laki terpikat kt die, mmg ade p0n actuali tp tetap die blang yg die single. Ini masalah akn jd satu perang besar bg mereka.

Satu hari ni, bile keluar dgn mataer die, his mataer msg2 dgn satu laki ni, then he told me yg his mo0d tros berubah tp mataer die buat mcm tkde pape yg terjd, drg c'tnue msg2 smpai mlm mcm keje full time gitu layan si laki tu. Service istimewa bg laki tu. The nxt day perang abis, she told him yg laki tu nk pegi genting, ade lg, nk beli kn my frend nye mataer a gift. Kwn laki ape yg sanggup belikn die a gift? Sudah tentu kn, this guy like her tp she said she treat him as a frend. Mmg betul u treat him as a frend tp to him yg anggap her as single mestila this guy try to please her. My frend nye mataer tk blang yg die da ade yg punye. Kalau laki tu tau yg p0mpan ni ade mataer, adakah laki tu nk belikn gift??? .. even I don't know knape die tknk blang yg die ade mataer. Tk semesti nye her mom kenal die kn or the whole mkck kt spore??

My frend very very angry. He let everything out. Then everything settle on the nxt day but still my frend not satisfy. She doesn't tell my frend who is he? Mcm ne kenal die? Da brape lama kenal? My frend p0n naik stress, mcm nk give up. Then my fren blang mataer die, IF YOU DO ANYTHING BEHIND MY BACK, IT GOING TO END SOON. Itu my frend tk tau, Who knows kn, die bebual dgn laki lain on the ph0ne ker, my frend recently p0n nmpk her received call list, saw that guy name tp until now die senyap, nvrmind la, let them be romantic first, for him if u want to do behind his back be prepare for what to come.

Why must she keep hiding things from him??? Must he ask then she tell??? Then baru2 ni my frend login to his girlfriend frendster, view msgs die, then nmpk seorang laki ni yg bernama FAIZ. Then die bace, desperate pulak laki ni nk bebual dgn die nye ex mataer, kesian pulak kn, die sendiri da blang yg die da bynk berubah, then my frend was thinking, should I add him as a frend and give him his girlfriend hp num??. itu yg ade kt pala otak die skrg.

Bace testimonial die, ade laki ni antar die testi, my frend terfikir fikir ape la mataer die buat kt rusydi? Beruntung dpt kwn mcm awk??? Ni da lain makna? My frend p0n pon tk tau ape la bgs nye belia? Nk mixing around pon agk2 ar, kalau smpai pegi sane ade perasaan suke sama suke kn da buat dosa kt dlm mesjid. she also said that this guy like her kt belia tu, my frend pon sabar. He can't do anything. Just watch and see what is going to happen in a few months time. Tp my frend told me on the 5th anniversary was like hell to him. Die betul2 sedih mcm nk nangis p0n ade.

He was feeling down going raffles soran2 celebrate 5th anniversary, his mataer hapi2 kt belia. Having fun all day that she forgotten her boyfriend. Ingt tu ingt, itu p0n time da nk balik. Tk bingit??? Fikirkn ape la meeting important tu, rupanye bdae party kt mesjid! Haiz!!! Very very kecewa!!! So my advise to my frend Bersedia ape yg akn terjd masa akn dtg. PLS READ AND THINK CAREFULLY MASTURA.

After i wrote that, suddenly her feelings towards changed..

askum ....

Firstly, sy nk ckp mintak maaf pd syg, kerana sy la syg bynk berubah. ur so different now .. syg treat me mcm like nobody. u know knape sy ckp mcm gitu? kdng2 sy call syg, syg mcm tknk layan sy. that time syg ade mkn2 dgn kwn, i call u tp u treat me differently. i call u so many time tp tk angkat tp syg da explain kn sy nape. tp knape time tu syg tknk msg sy? thats why bile awk tanye sy nape tk call awk kndng2 kerana i kn0w u will treat me differently.when syg dgn kwn2, syg senang lupe sy, tp sy mintak maaf kalau sy pena buat mcm gitu dgn syg time sy keluar dgn members2 dahulu. dulu, kalau syg ade ape2 on atau nk balik skola u always call me atau msg, skrg da tkde. semua salah sy. i try to change syg. Im reali reali sori!!!

So my Dearest Sakinah, if u think what i sent u a msg on Monday was a deep cut hurtful msg, think again..This is more sarcastic. If because of my words you want a break up from me then I ACCEPT.

Jumble up lyrics

2008-06-20T16:36:00.005+08:00

Go ahead and buy yourself a drink cause you know you're deserving of it. Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep. And think how you hate me so bad. You know you hate me so bad.

Okay, you stand there while I stab you in the back
With the words "I never, never, never, should have taken this so far."

Why are you messing with me? Is your boy on your mind? Is your boy in your car? Or are you alone? So why does everything I say just make you upset. I'm not here to bring you down. .

I've got friends in highly low places.I'll go inside when I wanna party, grab a girl and dance.

Why do I put myself in these situations.I keep pushing myself, even though I can't take it at all.

Girl, who taught you how to move like that? At this pace your at you're going way too fast. I saw you from across the room, it's me versus every guy. It's your choice you choose.

I could write about a thousand songs to impress you. But I wouldn't want to do that .
I could make you feel like queen of the world but I won't because you’re full of imperfections.

This is coming from a third perspective. All I’m saying is you need to be selective. This is coming from a gentleman, with your needs in mind, I got his on the sideline

This lyrics means alot to me. Since i'm stressed this is what i did.

2008-06-19T22:15:00.006+08:00

For the past few days i've been thinking that i've make alot of mistakes. I can't love someone so much that one day i will suffer alot if she is not by my side. And now after much thinking i'm trying my best to Re-shuffle things back. You just imagine, i try best to see her atleast 4 times a WEEK. I dont want to stay in this state anymore, my heart hurts soooo deeply its like someone squashed my heart like a piece of egg. So painfullllll that i cant even eat or sleep. See my nitemare schedule from sunday-Thursday...

Sunday- Stay at home, quarrel msging with my gf, HATE her so much. Crying at home cos really really disapointed with her decision. 2 hours of sleep. Cant Eat.

Monday- again quarrel with my gf, this time she really really broke down when i said to her that i want a BREAK UP. HATE her so much. 2 hours of sleep. Cant Eat even mom's cook meal.

Tuesday- Cool down abit after her....scold me me a BASTARD & ANIMAL. Khy called me at nite to talk about my situation *THANK YOU*. 6 hrs of sleep. Eat Fries at rumah ngaji *maybe dozen*. No mood to eat at home.

Weds- Went chalet.Not having so much fun.Still thinking too much of her. Eat 5 chicken wings etc but still tk kenyang. 5 hours of sleep. No mood to eat at home.

Thursday- Went jamming. Broke 2 drum sticks. Ok2 ar..still fun but i missed Her so much. Really excited cos on friday she will heading back to s'pore. No mood to eat at home. Lost 4kg because of this bloody toot toot toot situation.

Friday- ????

No one care about me whether im in a good state or not. The only thing that she said *I MISS YOU SO MUCH TAU* *CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY DEAR* *DONT FORGET THE ZOO* *I LOVE YOU DEAR!* She don't care whether i can eat or sleep well at nite. Well she did msg me twice asking about my condition but to me its like a DON'T CARE SITUATION.Its all about love love love love love love. What about myself? I know i hurt you with my words but come on man, laki mana tk rasa kecewa sgt2 with this kind of intense situation. I can't help it but to break up with her. But somehow khy words seems to make sense. I only agreed 55% of what he said. And about the break up thing, i forget about it. If not for Khy, i have no appetite to eat or sleep well at nite. THANKS AGAIN DUDE!

Worst nitemare.. I mean really really worst nitemare since march 2007.

2008-06-18T23:55:00.005+08:00

I want to take this opportunity to say THANKS TO KHY for making me think carefully about my problems for the past few nitemare days. THANKS for your concern. Since sunday, i can't eat, drink and sleep properly. I've been sleeping for about 2 hrs thinking to much of her.Its like someone punched my heart so badly that i can't eat or sleep. What a nitemare!.This is no laughing matter!And just now at chalet is the only time that i have my appetite backed.All THANKS to KHYRIL! Thanks dude! Really grateful to have a Buddy like you.*mcm ne ifah tk syg kau* haha.

I miss you Baby Sakinah!I really do! 2 more days to go!Im looking forward to see you.I love you and i will always do.Trust me baby Inah.

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